Is it something that we just forgive and move on, or there's more to it?

ERINNA says:
I want you to not shut me down, if things get rough. I want you to let me in, even though we're fighting like crazy. I want you to still be able to see me even if we're not in good terms. You have to know, i'm freaking fragile and i can break any time, and i'm sorry that you'll always be the victim but i'm trying. So what's your verdict?


Something happened before that, something that has led me to the road of my insides. I'm still trying to digest everything, everything that has been said. A small part of me kept bugging me to let it go, you know. Soft whispers came, telling me that I can't go through this anymore. I can't keep up with the never-ending fights. But, I can't let go.


I was trying to make things up, but he thinks he was the one who tried to make things up the whole day. I know it's bloody hard to put up with me, I have terrible mood swings. And when i'm having my mood swings, and you happen to tickle me at the wrong part then you're just asking for a storm.

I can't elaborate, sorry.