I'm walking alone on a rainy day, and I can't find a shelter.

"The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain."


I can stare at this empty page blatantly for hours, and still I can't come up with something magnificent to write about.

Is it due to an enclosed mind? The mind who can't even interpret our own vulnerable feelings, are we not able to express our feelings? Or are we not able to put it into words? Here's an alarming thought, maybe we're just not capable of saying it in the most graceful way.

Why do we feel empty sometimes? Is it because we're lonely? Many questions rumbling through my mind, and I can't seem to find the answer. What do we want out of life, really? Company of a loved one? Success? Tons of cash? And to those who are married, are they just seeking a fulfilled conjugal bond?
Let's put it it this way, if we can't figured what we want out of life, we won't be able to shoot the ball into the goal. So people, make up your mind.


When you were young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun and experiencing non-living fairytales. Then you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you dont leap at all because theres not always someone there to catch you. and, in life theres no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary? You tell me.

I'm vulnerable, I know. In fact, I can be the most fragile person you've ever met. I'm scared, most of the time. I built up my own restrictions, so that I won't be exposed to damages. Truth is, I'm not a hardcore person, I would constantly look before I jump. For instance, I don't do rollercoasters nor bungee jumping because i'm scared of heights and people die there(haha). Aren't I wary enough?

The lessons that we learnt in life, does it make us a better person? Does it have a some kind of phenomenal effect on us? The pain that we are subjected to, does the lessons lessen the pain? Morally, our behaviour relates to our situation in life. As we get older, we learn more and become a wise person and we occasionally slow down long enough to savor certain moments. Hopefully, we live a fulfilled life until the last day of our lives.